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Saturday, September 23, 2006
10:37:00 PM
today met up wif chua and my 2 dads .
was supposed to do some intensive studying for physics
and it turned out tt it really was supposed only la .

barely less than half and hour we sat dwn at popeyes, i complained i was hungry la . i didnt eat breakfast wad . so we ended up eating branch . cuz everyone didnt eat la . hahhahas . so we ate at popeyes . was damn nice .. better than wad me and chinhui eat tt time .. and then the mashed potato was damn nice la . a lil spicy kind .

no one had the mood to study after eating liao .

so we went to play !
cuz chua got to go for her service ma .. then left me and 2 laopa . and we went to take 27 wif chua and then went to safra tamp ! played bowling and daytona . and i got owned . what the hell ! my car crashed like siao . and the guys go tell chua . i wan to cry already la .

but i scored the best in bowling for the second game . not telling the points la . cuz it didnt hit more than 1oo . actually is because the 2 guys suck in the second game . hee . (:

and now i'm BROKE la . cuz we spent 8.8 for the bowling thing . think next time go weekday . so much cheaper la . =)

it took me so long jus to think wad to type for u
and even a greater courage to press the word 'send'
how long more do i need to completely get u out of my mind
is being jus 'fren' so tough for u too ?
i can understand actually .

i thought i would get another disappointment once again
cuz all along my msg were either ignored or deleted .
and i nearly gave up hope .
but no, u didnt let me down .
i still got my msg in the end .
thanks ! panda

i noe u had a wonderful wonderful birthday .
as long as u happy then everything is worth it .
yes , i'm not in a wrong to say this . =)

u said in a relationship need feelings
i didnt have feeling towards u .
i thot u had long given up already .

but no, i was wrong . very wrong .
how m i supposed to say when i see you online now .
am i supposed to act as though nothing have ever happen ?
i cant .

if i ever said yes to u
then i'm sure i'm cheating not only myself, but also con-ing u of ur feelings .
dun say u dun mind
cuz i already do .